Can you just tell me how colourful can your true colours be? Hate today!Felt the odds going against me. total mixing emotions got the grip of me. Its 'amazing' to see how much you have changed. Everything was like ''for me to know, and for u to find out'', oh gosh i just detest that kind of feeling. You are not the one who you appeared to be. Like the chinese saying, a wolf wearing sheep clothings. You are so perfectly disguised that you just look like any of the ordinary, innocent sheeps out there. do you befriend someone, just because you needed a companion, just because the person is of use to you? Totally forgotten the 'friend' when he/she is no longer of value to you? your selfish thoughts. When the tides are over, you seemed to forget my existence, worse still, you tried means and ways to do unfavourable things to me. Is that what a genuine friend should do? even an ordinary friend wont even resort to that kind of tricks.you know what, you are stabbing into my open wound whenever its about to heal. Our friendship is like broken pieces of puzzle. No matter how I tried to fix it, theres bound to be gaps.They are scars, permanent scars - what is known as an emotional scar.The holes may be small,but its significantly visible. the wounds just wont heal, but it will only go deeper and deeper, enlarging the scar. Now dont drag me down to your idiotic level, and beat me with your experience.I aint game for that.ya, i know you like to win. So, i will try my best to lose...after this entry, i cant be bothered with you anymore... Just got to blame my luck and my stupidity.oh ya, Dont u care. dont you bother. cause i dont want, and i dont need. Everything was pretence.Just too fake to fool me again.

I couldnt care less.